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Today I received some amazing news. As all of you know I’m studying Japanese. Next year I’ve decided to study a year abroad (aka in Japan). It’s been a long wait for my university to decide who is allowed to go where, but today that long awaited list was finally posted and I’m allowed to go to my number one choice: a university in Kyushy. The only downside is that it’s a women’s only university, but then I’ll just have to go to town a lot to get my daily dose of man spotting 
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How do you know when you have to fight, and how do you know when you're reaching your limits?
WHen do you stand your ground, never give up; and when do you throw in the towel?
I'm ready to quite, to call it a day. I'm ready to say 'to hell with it all!'
But deep down inside, I know it's not meant to be. Because I'll never be a quitter.
Through marrow and bone, I'll fight to survive. Through rainy days and thunderous nights.
I'll hold on to that with childish arms, never to stop, to breath or pause. Because, if you break, you'll fall apart.
But down here with me, my teddybear sweet, holds on to me with eyes that plead: Never give up, never
One of those days
There are days I don't understand why I bother. Days were I scold myself and order myself to stop thinking too much, to just close my eyes and sleep. There are days I stop believing tomorrow will be better and that there's nothing I can't handle. There are days I feel like I'm the only sane one in the room, or maybe that's just because no one else sees the world like I do. Whatever the case, the fact is , that there are days I don't understand myself anymore.
Sometimes, I lie awake at night, thinking about a way to solve this situation. I always come up with nothing but a small headache. Then, as morning comes, I find myself hoping today wi
Life simply sucks sometimes.
Life simply sucks sometimes. I figured that out a long that ago and yet I keep forgetting from time to time. I lose myself so easily in the daily hassles in my life. I lose who I am so easily, that is until something happens that smashes that tiny fact back into my face. I hate losing myself and the plan I keep for myself. I hate feeling lost and insicure in this stressful life that is only to those who have the power to be confidant and successful.
Life simply sucks sometimes and it's those times that I hate. It's realizing you aren't where you want to be that makes you hate it even more. Life has a way of ruining every carefully layed out
Where's my holiday luck?
I'm having a shitty holiday season right now. I realized going to London on a citytrip is mighty expensive so I had to cancel that. I might have gone, but college is expensive if you have to pay for it yourself! :s
And to make the day worse, I dropped my almost antique (he's going on 5 and a half) cellphone in the toilet :( I managed to save him from drowning, but I'm not sure if it's going to survive. I have tons of information on that thing where Ii don't have a back up from. And I just added a nice ringtone as well :'(
My day just can't seem to get any worse ... or maybe it can?? Life isn't fair when it's out to get me!!!
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